I just don't understand????????

Ramblings from me:

Dear Mr SSA Judge,

I just don't understand? Maybe you could help. My husband and I will be before you shortly b/c SS doesn't think he is disabled and so we've had to fight for justice. Your messing with the wrong chik!
I just don't understand why this is such a damn battle. In the last three years my husband has gone from a fishing, hunting, disc golf champ, hiker, rock finder, super active man to a man who has to take 110 mg of MORAPHINE a day along with 12 other meds to STAY ALIVE!!!! Just to stay alive. Did you hear me? If he did not take these med's, he will die!! Did you hear that?
I'm almost broken Judge. I don't know how much more I can work and bust my ass to keep this family afloat. I need some help!!! NOW!!! Not three months from now, last year would of been nice. Or maybe 2 1/2 yrs ago when I first turned the papers from all of his doctor's into SS all stating this man is really sick. Maybe then woulda been nice too.
I just don't understand why we're even dealing with all this paperwork crap either? I sent you the 450 pg doctor report. Did you read it? Are you just as amazed as I am that this man is walking around at all?
You would think that someone who has 5 different major health issues that could kill him at anytime would qualify for some help. He served this country. He was a sharp shooter for the Army. He did YOUR dirty work. He has worked for 40 yrs. Always payed his taxes and did the best he could. One heart attack took it all away.
Now we have to fight for a little help. Gimme a flipping break. What the hell is wrong with this picture?
I just don't understand? One more time for me in the ER for extreme exaustion b/c I bust my ass and run myself ragged to support this family, and i'm sending YOU the flipping bill!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sincerly,
A tired wife.
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Rant/vent is over. I'm just so frustrated!!! Spent the later of yesterday asleep b/c of this crap. Gave me a big ol' migraine. Today should be better :)